This has been so emotional... thursday i just was physical sick and shaking ... didn't sleep more than 3 hours in total.... yesterday i felt kind of numb... didn't cry to much... I had a good night sleep last night but then i just woke up crying and just feel very very sad again today... I think it's a lot of things in one today.
I don't want to leave Ethan tomorrow because we don't know when we will be back so that is hard.. we have to tell him what is going on and that we are leaving for a little while today that will be hard too... we are going to try and skype (never have done this) so if anyone knows how to and could help that would be great. I also want to get down there and see what the specialist have to say Monday and another part of me is so scared of what they will say too... ugh... this just is not fair I wish it was me and not my baby girl... but she is strong and has an awesome personality and we are trying to be strong for her...
Well we are off to go to breakfast to see our best friends jess and josh and then we have to go over to peditricians to get everything we need for our trip...
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